Wednesday, April 18, 2018

Twitter Thread About Starbucks & Others

A lot of good content surges on Twitter. 

It's not user-friendly, even for those who have Twitter accounts. 

It's hard for anyone to break up thoughts into small readable segments. 

It's also hard for the reader to follow the flow. 

For those without Twitter, this is what a Twitter tread looks like...

Tuesday, April 17, 2018

Cry of a Sex Worker

This Twitter thread is brought to my attention by a young man (and remarkable journalist) whom I have followed on Twitter for several years.
I curated the message for smoother reading.
Organized religions are typically not sympathetic with sex workers so this is a good read-&-reflect item for a Sunday morning.
Think about it.

Sarah Fenix@sarahthemoose


I'm gonna tell you the story of how Backpage helped keep me safe during one of the scariest most dangerous times of my entire life

Trigger warning ahead for homelessness, abuse, drug use, coerced sex work, rape, cops being assholes, uh probably a whole bunch of other stuff.

I became homeless in March of 2016 when I abandoned my home, marriage, job, my entire life, because I was manic and I was under the spell of an extremely skilled and charismatic abusive piece of shit I refer to as "Barn Cat."

Barn Cat was a heroin user. He used $100-$300 a day.

(Side note, his abusiveness was there all along, he would have been abusive if heroin was not his drug of choice. Destigmatize drug use. Don't say "addict")

Before I became homeless, Barn Cat had been lying to me, telling me he was on suboxone or methadone. This lie came out in full force after about a week of us living in my car, when he was dope sick, throwing up blood.

He was sick. He was in withdrawals. He was suffering a lot. And I loved him. With my whole heart and every fiber of my being, I loved him.

Barn Cat needed heroin. Heroin costs money. Barn Cat had no money. I had to get money, somehow. From somewhere.

Friends from across the country had been sending me paypal donations to help me put gas in my car but what could I say now? Shit, I made a huge mistake, this person I love so much lied to me? And he needs heroin??? I didn't know what to do.

So. We were stuck at a gas station along a highway. Barn Cat, throwing up blood. Me, panicking.

I walked around the gas station, from semi truck to semi truck, asking IN BROAD ASS DAYLIGHT if any truckers would like to have sex with me

Yes really. Yes, really.

When none of the truckers took me up on my super appealing totally not suspicious offering, I started approaching men on motorcycles.


I thought it would work. It did not work. I had wasted 2 hours while Barn Cat was throwing up blood, probably dying, and I had no money.

Someone on here told me about backpage. I took my laptop to a coffee shop, took a quick picture of my boobs, and posted an ad for free. I got my first job about an hour later. I made $100, bought $20 worth of food, and gave the rest to Barn Cat.

After that, we got into a routine. Barn Cat would yell at me to post ads 3 times a day. I would do outcalls until I could convince a man to get me a cheap hotel room, then I would do incalls.

Over the course of 3 months, I estimate I made around $10,000 that I gave all to Barn Cat.


Because without them, I would have still been knocking on semi truck doors

Barn Cat took almost every penny I made, but I could also ask men to bring me a fruit platter from the grocery store, or a shake from a fast food joint, or a bag of bagels. AND THEY DID IT. SO I DIDN'T FUCKING STARVE

From time to time, I would get an overnight, which meant maybe I could throw in a load of laundry at some dude's house. THAT WAS AMAZING, THANK YOU LAUNDRY GUY

With Backpage, I could post my phone number, and I would actually talk to these dudes a little bit. I could weed out the worst ones. If Barn Cat was really dope sick, I sometimes had to go anyway.
But if I had a polite, respectful dude on the line, I could choose him over another

Being homeless was scary. Being under the control of an abusive man who needed an illegal substance to stay semi-functional was scary. Backpage was the only lifeline I had to people who would give me money, so I could stay alive

And yes, I tried to get out. On 3 occasions, I walked up to police officers and said "Help me, I'm a prostitute, that man makes me post ads and takes my money, please take me or him to jail" and they laughed at me and turned me away

I'm white, that's all that saved me, I think. I'm still mad at those cops. HELLO OFFICER I AM DOING CRIMES RIGHT NOW PLEASE SAVE ME lol nope

Backpage gave me a basic screening tool, and access to money, and food, and shelter. Backpage kept me alive.

Backpage wasn't at fault for Barn Cat being abusive. Backpage wasn't at fault for the few men I ran into who really got off on hurting me in ways I don't want to describe right now.

Backpage didn't turn me into a sex worker, any more than Youtube can turn people in musicians or comedians. It was just the medium. A really good, really helpful medium that was free and accessible.

I'm sad backpage is gone. But more than sad, I'm scared for all the other sex workers who are where I was 2 years ago, who are going to go knock on semi truck doors or walk along the highway, with no way to screen clients.

Twitter is shadow banning sex workers and sex work topics. They shadow banned Stormy for fucks sake. So if you like this thread, screen shot it and post it on other channels you use. I give you permission. Please, please, please.

Now, if you will all be so kind as to excuse me, I have triggered myself into a panic attack. I am going to cuddle some animals and drink some wine.

Protect sex workers. Believe sex workers.

One more thing, if you would like to pay me for sharing this story, my paypal is I will use the money to buy more wine, full disclosure.

Or you can donate to a sex work org on this list -

I especially recommend $newwhoreizons on

HAHA I'm sorry, I'm back again…

I'm sad I want a stuffed animal I think my DMs are open IDK I did follow up on my prediction that I was going to drink a lot of wine OK thanks love you

NOW my dms are open someone buy me a stuffed animal

HUGE HUGE THANKS to everyone who read, fav'd, RT'd, and slipped a couple bucks in my paypal. It's been a wild couple hours on ye olde twitter


I escaped Barn Cat, I have a lot of good friends, I somehow charmed my way into a boring cube job with kick ass health insurance.

But I, personally, am safe. Don't read this thread and twist yourselves up worrying about me. Worry about everyone else on BP who just lost their main source of income.

BackPage is a sex trafficking website with a long Wikipedia article that ends thus:
"On April 6, 2018, Backpage was seized by the United States Department of Justice, and it was reported that Michael Lacey's home had been raided by authorities. The seizure came in the wake of the passing of the Stop Enabling Sex Traffickers Act (SESTA), which amends Section 230 to explicitly exclude federal or state sex trafficking laws from its immunity. Although the bill had been passed in March, it had yet been signed into law on the day of the seizure. Critics of the bill, which was primarily designed to target Backpage, had argued that the bill was unnecessary because of established case law making websites liable for knowingly facilitating sex trafficking."

This thread was also linked at Salon...
The lies about sex trafficking that brought down Backpage  Powerful myths about sex work are behind the war against Backpage

Saturday, April 14, 2018

The Grief of Fred Guttenberg

I curated this heartbreaking Twitter thread for a Facebook post.  

Fred Guttenberg

Two months today.
It doesn’t get easier. It gets harder.
Jaime Guttenberg I miss you with all of my heart. I will love you forever.

If I have any Facebook friends who are against universal background checks before being allowed to purchase a gun, PM me so that we can discuss why your position is wrong.

If anyone feels that someone under the age of 21 should be able to buy a gun, PM me so that we can discuss why your position is wrong.
If there is anyone who feels that someone who is mentally unstable should have a gun, PM me so that we can discuss why your position is wrong.
If there is anyone who feels it’s necessary for ANYONE to have high capacity magazines allowing more than five or ten bullets, PM me so that we can discuss why your position is wrong.

I lost my baby, my daughter, Jesse’s only sibling.
It is NOT okay that we sent her off to school and she never came home. It is NOT okay that this person had any legal access to guns. This pain will NEVER go away. Jaime was robbed of EVERY constitutional right that she had. Nobody is trying to take anyone else’s rights away, just trying to make the citizens of the United States of America safe.

Vote the right people in and the wrong people out so that I never have to read a story like this again as this can happen to anyone. We are proof of that. We will be visiting our daughter today at the cemetery. We should be watching her from the audience at her dance competition.

Please in honor of Jaime support COMMON SENSE GUN SAFETY. Don’t let the bullies win by making people believe that we want to take away the rights of the second amendment.

Make them understand that the second amendment wasn’t created so that citizens can kill other innocent citizens. Remind them that Jaime and all other victims of gun violence had rights, including a right to life, and those rights have been terminated. Thank you for your support.

Thursday, March 29, 2018

Cameron Kasky & Emma González on Twitter

A couple of tweets for my blog, lest they get lost in the avalanche... 

And a few hours later she responds...

[Embedded tweets are linked so anyone can to read the threads. Time stamps are html active.] 

Sunday, March 25, 2018

Syrian Mismanagement Analysis by EHSAN22

Thanks to Joshua Landis @joshua_landis for this thread. The writer's identity is not publicly available but I am satisfied that he is both knowledgeable and credible. 
"Important thread by @EHSANI2 explaining 50 years of economic errors that led up to the collapse of Syria's economy and vicious civil war.  Unfortunately, this dismal story of mismanagement & bad policy is the common story of many Arab countries. A must read." 

Thread containing 64 Tweets. Apologies to Readers For The Extreme Length. Motivation was To Shed Light On Importance Of Eco & The Financial Challenges Of Governance Systems. To Understand #Syria ‘s war for example, One Ought To Go Back Perhaps Decades To See…

2-The seeds of the #Viciouscircle that the Mideast region finds itself in today were planted at least 5 decades ago. Excessive public spending without matching revenues were the catalyst to a faulty & dangerous incentive system that helped to balloon populations beyond control

3-A governance system that was ostensibly put in place to help the poor ended up being a built-in factory for poverty generation. Excessive subsidies helped misallocate resources & mask the true cost of living for households. Correlation between family size and income was lost

4-Successive Mideast leaders are often referred to as evil dictators. I see them more as lousy economists and poor users of simple arithmetic and excel spreadsheets that can help demonstrate the simple, yet devastating power of compounding

5-Unless you are a Gulf-based monarchy enjoying the revenue stream from oil and gas that can postpone your day of reckoning, the numbers in nearly every single Arab country don't add up.

6-Important to note that excessive population growth is not the issue here. Japan & many parts of Europe are suffering from too little population growth. The problem in Arab societies is lack of productivity stemming from weak private sector & overburdened bankrupt public sector

7-As students of Economics know, "Potential" Economic Growth of a country is derived by adding the growth rate of its labor force to the growth rate of the economy's productivity. High labor force growth therefore ought to be a plus for the "Potential Growth".

8-The Arab World's problem is that it suffers from shockingly low levels of "productivity". This may seem like a fancy word but the concept encapsulates everything that Arab economies and societies suffer from

9-Why does the Arab world have such low productivity? The answer lies in everything from excessive size of public sector, subsidies and overbearing regulatory system leading to corruption. As public sector liabilities grow, education, healthcare & infrastructure funding suffers

10-Why is the size of the public sector coupled w excessive subsidies the problem? Because what starts as the noble cause of helping the poor ends up masking the true costs of raising family size. Governments soon go broke. Services suffer. Anger rises. We know the drill now

11-Average cost of raising a child until age 18 for a middle-income family in the U.S. is approximately $245,340 (or $304,480, adjusted for projected inflation). That is about $15,000 per child per year for a two-parent family with median annual income (College costs excluded)

12-Growing up in Syria, I can still recall the "Family Booklet". The more dependents you had on that booklet, the more was your allocation of subsidized rice, sugar, tea, edible oil, etc. Your home electricity was also subsidized. So was your diesel. Schooling? Free all the way

13-Not only almost all your food staples and energy use was subsidized, the Syrian State used to give a prize (Nishan) to women who gave birth to 12 children or more. Syria at that time had about 6 million people (produced 300k oil barrels a day & had plenty of water)

14-Without having to pay full price for bread, sugar, electricity, tea, fuel or education (all the way to college) and with the State becoming by far the largest employer (job guaranteed), the Syrian population doubled every 22 years. Imagine the pressures on the State coffers

15-No need for much imagination about how Syrian State fared as its population doubled every 22 years while its oil reserves & production dropped by 50%. It was still expected to offer all those freebies to a populace that never once asked how the State was to pay for all this

16-Not only Syrians never asked how their state could meet those obligations while they doubled every 22 years but the State itself never explained. It is debatable that the State was even aware of the power of compounding and what that does in the outer years (50 years ahead)

17-As State finances (revenue minus expenses with little to no borrowing program) suffered, so did the services. Schools, hospitals, municipal services became insufficiently funded. They were examples of Paul who had to be robbed to pay Peter (subsidies & losing public sector)

18- As the state could not increase salaries with inflation, real wages & standards of living suffered. Even Mother Teresa would have had to accept a bribe if she had 5 kids and a salary of $150 a month. Corruption is an inevitable by-product of a broken system.

19-When the State can't meet its built-in obligations, services suffer, corruption is rampant. The public's anger grows and fingers start to point at anyone and everyone that is getting a bigger slice of the cake that is not growing anywhere near number of mouths it needs to feed

20-In the end, Governments that start off by offering more than they can sustainably afford in the long run, end up being criticized and even toppled for seemingly not providing enough to a population that grew beyond that capacity of the system to handle

21-When Governments spend, they can fund their expenditures in three ways: 1-Collect taxes. 2-Borrow (assuming Lenders are available). 3-Print money (assuming the central bank is not totally independent of the Govt)

22-Without sustainable tax base, it's unlikely lenders will be willing to fund governments unless the latter are asked to pay unsustainably high interest rates. Similarly, printing money will soon lead to debasing the currency & rampant inflation. What about Collecting taxes?

23-Inscribed over the front door of the US tax office, (IRS) are the words "Taxes are what we pay for a civilised society." As one once also said: "Countries that don't have a properly observed tax regime usually fall into chaos and corruption"

24-Growing up in #Syria , avoiding taxes was akin to breathing. It had to be done. Often times, tax rates were impossibly high (top marginal rate was once over 70%). Not paying taxes is not just the fault of citizens but also Govts who need to accurately calibrate those rates

25-Regardless of underlying factors behind poor tax collection, fact is that the Syrian Govt was expected to provide services, run losing businesses (public sector) & offer generous subsidies without matching tax collection or borrowing. Something had to give- Quality of services

26-As spending increased with rise of the population,Govt investment in schools, hospitals, roads, municipal services, civil servant salaries & human capital suffered and even froze.The public had the right to complain but the public did't want to know how govt was funding itself

27-"When the children come, God will hand their fortunes along with them". This is what we grew up hearing from families whose income did not seem to support the number of children they had. People would laugh it off as a joke. Sadly, this was Syria's ticking time bomb ==>

28-On my trip to Syria few months ago, young gentleman at my hotel explained to me how he was finding it hard to resist the pressure from his extended family and friends to stop at 5 kids. His father had 11. His brothers had 8-9. Having only 5 himself was insulting to his manhood

29-Like most Arab countries, Syria's peak fertility (Avg number of children per woman) was between 1975-1980. The world's highest then was Yemen at 8.7. Syria was 9th in the world at 7.47. It was in the company of Senegal, Malawi, Niger, Kenya, Rwanda, Afghanistan & Gaza

30-Even by 2005-2010, #Syria 's population growth rate was still in the top 10 in the world at 3.26%. It also had one of the world's youngest populations with a median age of only 15.4 years (only 4.8% was over the age of 60).These statistics are from UN'S World Population tables

31-#Egypt did embark on strong population control strategy. Over two decades and by early 2000, its population growth rate dropped from 3.5% to 1.7%. Large billboards were used in rural areas. An expanded use of contraception program was also effective. Sadly, success didn't last

32-By 2007, complacency set in. Mubarak also started pushing back against international NGO's administrating the programs. Once he was overthrown & Mursi came in, all contraceptions were banned. Before long, growth rate was back up to 2.55% taking country's population near 100mm

33-While #Egypt tried its hand with family planning, #Syria never did. This thread is not about merits or problems of population growth. It's about fiscal pressures this dynamic inflicts on State budgets in a world of high subsidies, excessive public spending & limited resources

34-Syrian Gov was either not fully aware of the unfolding dynamic or that it was aware but it found it politically difficult to embark on a serious family planning program. Was the religious minority status of the leadership a factor & how would the religious establishment react?

35-Whatever the motivations or the excuses were, fact remains that no steps were taken to match the baked-in future population numbers with revenues or resources. Only way was to make cuts in Govt investment, freeze public salaries and watch the quality of the services decline

36-Many have blamed current Syrian Leadership for a long list of governance shortfalls. No one (included Assad himself) can claim otherwise. What this long thread tried to highlight is that at least empirically speaking, Bashar Assad inherited a near impossible situation

37-Ironically, when Hafez Assad took over, he wrestled the Ba’ath party to the right as he fought off the more leftist wing that took power with him first. He immediately embarked on his “corrective movement”. I recall American cars being allowed as imports (yellow dodge taxis)

38-Older members of my family still refer to the period between 1970 and 1976 as Syria’s golden period. Merchants saw their businesses boom as foreign trade was relaxed and the corrective movement quickly became seen as a tilt to the right from an earlier ultra leftist leaning

39-Regardless of your politics, Hafez Assad was a larger than life figure in modern Syrian politics. Soon after taking over, he powered forward building a top down centralized State (Syria was part of Soviet camp during Cold War) that would come to dominate Syria’s future

40-Merely 6 years after taking over, sporadic assassinations became widespread. Syrians would later find out their Govt was at war with the Moslem Brotherhood culminating in Hama. This 6 year battle between Islamists & Damascus left its mark in Syria’s DNA ever since

41-Having been near a death situation, Syrian Leadership abruptly reversed the trends from 1970-1976 when it opened the economy and relaxed international trade and moved almost the exact opposite direction. The old Eco corrective movement was frozen. Security reined supreme now

42-Between 1982 and the year 2000 when Bashar took over, Syrian Leadership spent most of its energies making sure the Islamist and Ikhwan would never see the day of light again. Being charged with belonging to MB received the death sentence by law

43-Add collapse of the Soviet union (Syria was a big victim of this huge event), falling reserves and oil production, currency devaluation, restrictions on foreign exchange transfers using draconian laws, Syria’s economy took a beating just when its fertility was top 10 globally

44-Fast forward to 2000 when current President Assad takes over. Yes, expectations & hopes are high both domestically & internationally. A very young population now has one of theirs. He studied abroad. He was surely going to reverse direction both politically & economically

45-From the start, Bashar’s main challenge was always going to be how to meet those high expectations. Political activists & thinkers quickly set up Damascus salons to carve a new political platform where they can start to participate in political life.

46-Economically speaking, there was now talk about allowing foreign banks and even starting a stock market. Economic reforms of this type were always going to produce winners & losers. Those w capital made it big. They now owned banks, insurance co’s & hotels. And the losers? ==>

47-Losers were all those one of 7.4 kids born around 1980 to mothers w high fertility rates (tweet #29) & fathers who did not have the income to support them. Those in rural areas fared worse. They were ill prepared or

48-The state never implemented family planning campaign (how would Islamists have reacted to Alawi President trying to reduce the numbers of the majority?). The state also never communicated to the public that course country was on was arithmetically untenable. Clock kept ticking

49-This is not to say State didn’t make mistakes. Old agrarian policies were by now resulting in overexploitation of groundwater resources (again this was an inherited legacy). What was new was 2007-2009 drought that was one of worst in recent memory. What about corruption? =>

50-Corruption thrives in heavily bureaucratic centralized systems where civil servants suffer from frozen salaries and inflation rates that eats away at their real purchasing power. Without supplemental income, employees at all levels of the state apparatus will hardly survive

51-As the State can't afford to raise salaries with inflation, employees at all levels are left to fend off for themselves to make ends meet. The state knows it, the public knows it & what you end up with is institutionalized corruption as inevitable consequence of broken system

52-For corruption at this level to be addressed, level of public spending & liabilities have to fall dramatically. Size of Govt has to be smaller. Public sector has to slim down.Those left can now receive proper wages. Taxes must all get collected as State gets handle on finances

53-What about corruption at highest levels? What about Rami Makhlouf? As we found out recently in Saudi, this problem is not restricted to Syria. This is not to say that Rami & leadership made a mistake in occupying such visible position in Syria's Eco (cell phone for one) ==>

54-Rami Makhlouf seems to have turned into the lightening rod for every Syrian whose purchasing power or standard of living fell behind. While its impossible not to appreciate the reasons behind this widespread public sentiment at the time, a little bit of math helps here ==>

55-Many cite the "billions that Rami stole". Suppose that all this is true & that Rami siphoned off $1 billion every single year. Had this money gone to the public, each of 23 million Syrian would have had their income rise $43 a year ($3.65 per month). Hardly solves the issue =>

56-No one ought to dismiss the negative effects of high level corruption at the high end. Appearance & optics matter tremendously & Rami’s case is a perfect microcosm of that. But,had Rami not been around, it would make very little difference to the broader issue at hand

57-What about Western political meddling? The state department had run a democracy promotion program since Sep 11 & many activists were supplied with media training & equipment to help them capitalize on the moment when it presented itself. March 2011 was that moment

58-What about political reforms that were expected after Assad’s arrival in 2000? This was classic case of high expectations clashing with reality on the ground & the system as a whole. What was seen as needed “reforms” to some was viewed as dangerous slippery slope by others

59-What was described above was the nasty cocktail mix that was waiting in the wings as events unfolded in March 2011. Those who wanted more political participation, the poor, those from the rural areas, the Islamists and the Regional/western adversaries of the Syrian Leadership

60-Assad May not have anticipated the Tsunami early but by the summer & end of 2011, he made up his mind. This was going to be a fight till the end where losing was not an option. There would be no panic but he would stop at nothing till he ensures victory.

61-In conclusion, Assad was dealt a tough hand. He inherited a legacy that was born out of years of governance challenges. How to maintain a largely socialist structure while population doubled every 22 years & revenues from country’s natural resources were falling by nearly 50%

62-When & if Syria’s war is over, a new chapter & contract must start. The private sector must become the engine of growth. Regulations must be streamlined. Taxes must be cut to level low enough to ensure respectable collection rate. One final idea =>

63-Wish list: Rather than Financial handouts, Syria must ask for 20y grace period that would allow it to get to export to the rest of the world free of duties. Sanctions ought to also be lifted. Investments in labor intensive industries must be encouraged to help employment

64-If & when the economy finds its footing, critical that women labor participation rises from the abysmal rates in the region. Studies conclusively show that increased women participation in the labor force is the single biggest factor behind population growth control. End